见到了该见的人, 得到了也传送出想表达的东西, 了解了, 感受了, 笑了, 难过了, 担心了, 放心了, 无悔了.

也许这样安排我07年回来是正确的, 因为明年不一定会见到那么多他们.

而明年的我也不一定会有像今天这样算是还好的状态.

 

 

只是有种莫名的伤感.

时间过去了, 也证实了没有谁真正忘记了谁.

也肯定了心底的情谊.

不会忘, 不会忘, 一些东西没有变虽然大家的生活是变了很多.

 

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同学会上见到了很多小学老同学. 原来在大家变化的基础上我的变化算不上什么. 也许离自己熟悉的人事物越远不见得会变得疏远. 这次的聚会后体会了'时间逝去记忆仍在', 并且我也不是那个最念旧的人. 聚会唱K的时候很开心, 并且让我将一份谊肯定. 不会忘. 后来大家聚餐聊天感触很深. 大家聊天的内容让我想起一个人, 不禁点头, 因为我也终于了解. 在车上自己发出一声感慨, 这次回来能见到那么多老同学, 8月份回美也就无怨悔了.

 

接下来,,,,,,,一个快奔三的人了, 要好好仔细想好很多事情了.

The first real blog about how everything is about me after coming back to Chengdu.

It's already 7/10 and it reminds me i have only 29 days to stay in Chengdu, with its non-stop counting down.

Among the days after coming back, i visited my relatives, though not all, and not all of those i was close with; i went to different places, saw the change in Chengdu, i love it. at first i wasn't able to realize a lot of changes in the city, thus i realized i wasn't in fact as familiar about this city as i thoughti was; people generally haven't changed a lot, but i see the new ideas brewing in them; i also ate lots of delicious food. Now, it's 'amazingly delicious', i never trully realized it until i tried this time. I never really tried as many 小吃 during this summer as i did before leaving for US. I begin to like those, and i'm sure i am going to miss the food after my leaving.

I also met some of my good friends -friends from my primary school, mid-school, and am going to meet more within the next 2 days. Very happy & excited about it. It seems to me that none of them have changed dramatically. Though we haven't seen each other for quite a long time, when we met, there were still some things that were still the same. I'm delighted about it. Friends forever!

Grace happened to visit me in the hospital, after the 1st time of our takling on the phone. It was very moving..

Yea i've been visiting hospitals as well. Not quite a good news as it seems to be. Today again, i went to the hospital the 3rd time. Got enough medications. After i got home i counted slightly about how many medications i was to be taking per day. Amazing enough.

I've been put into a more serious realistic thought about something. There is no regret that i spend almost the whole summer to visit back Chengdu.

There's so much more to expect.