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November 25 静 -起伏不定的生活 最近心情有起有伏 音乐总能让人感受平静与美好 终于忙完考试了, 明天放假了. 是时候调整自己的心态. 无论以后往哪个方向走 现在最重要的还是把现在的事做好. 这两天在看<蜗居>. 好现实好令人心酸的电视剧. 又开始懒懒的. 接连几周大概都没有睡好. 明天回家. 坐火车到city, 然后上钢琴课. 然后一起跟老爸回家做饭. 老爸说我这次必须要帮忙着做饭. 我说好. 这学期看同学朋友做饭也有多次. 自己也越发有兴趣, 只是还没有启发要自己动手想做. 给老爸老妈每人买了围巾. 这个冬天会很冷. 但是相信大家心里会是温暖的. 根本上, 我已经不再惧怕冬天了. 希望大家有一个温暖的感恩节! :-) 继续奋斗. (快早上3点了. 困啊.. 睡了zzz) November 21 [转] 几米的一段话,献给所有郁闷的人我们不察觉自己的幸福 因为我们不知道 有些痛楚失望悲欢离合也是幸福 不是不知道幸福，而是我们有时候太贪心 有些失去是注定的 有些缘分是永远不会有结果的 爱一个人不一定要拥有 但拥有一个人就一定要去好好地爱他 有时候会想要是能重来该有多好 其实真有重来的时候 也许并不一定能尽如人意 得不一定就是得 失不一定就是失 我们这一生 注定要走一些今生认为不该走的路 在今生爱一些不该爱的人 做一些不该做的事 但是最终的结局 却仍是那样的 我们从来没有自己所以为的那么爱一个人 我们去追寻爱 只是去寻找一个在某个地方的部份自己 我们因为爱人和被爱而了解自己 那些被我们爱过的人只是孕育我们的人生 人生的诸多美丽 也许可以再创造，但却不可再重复 过去了就过去了 因此 我们每次亲历的美好 不论感情的 还是物质的 对我们的人生来说 是第一次的时候 也都是最后一次 也许有些话 永远也不可能从你期望的人的口中说出 但是 当有些人从心底讲出这些话 也请你不要走开 我们为一个承诺感动 却也害怕承担一个沉重的盟约 当我们拥有时 我们总是埋怨自己没有些什么 当我们失去时 我们却忘记自己曾经拥有些什么 我们害怕岁月 却不知道活着是多么可喜 我们以为生存已经没有意思 许多人却在生死之间挣扎 回忆是从来不琐碎的 经过岁月的魔法 甚至比当天更动人 而我认为 生活本身其实就是一种魔法 有一种人 总是不停地寻找 寻找几生几世 仍然单身一人 我知道谁都没错 那人只是想拥有世界上最完美的东西 比如 心的安心温馨停泊处 正因为受苦 我们了解的人有限 便对上天多一份敬虔庄重 也正因为受苦 我们看到的人无限 便对生命多一份珍惜尊重 November 20 Yet, break (fragments of what went on~) Felt so relieved after my exam, finally had the mood for piano after such a long time Just like pottery on the wheel, one's heart needs to be in place in order to completely be there which means when I stopped playing the piano, it means something really wrong with me I played out the song by William Joseph -it was so hard for me For some reason it never stopped me from playing it, however never succeeded in playing it out completely Last night was the night, I got that key Which reminds me of my last piano lesson couple of days ago, my teacher asked me to play the non-classical musics that I played myself Pretty embarrassed to show professionals my music played by ear, always. Coming back to my dorm all refreshed, me and my roommate started chatting Looks like everyone's college experience comes to an happy ending through a hard way It was the same for her I liked how she described her facial-expression when facing her hard situations Yet it is always funny to talk about those hard bad times afterwards, always. We then had miso soup at mid-night. I want to buy those ingredients and cook for my parents at home (wait, not cook, just boiled water + stuffs!) I had two cupcakes in one day, a little weird to myself Called mom at night, and then got her suggestion that might offer me a great change in the later year, we will see When I longed for time to sleep I did not get the time When I finally had time to sleep I chose to watch a movie Watched 2012 It is a good movie, feel good to have the Geologist in the movie Touched, but did not like the ending. It is always to bring up people's awareness Oh and we need more Geologists, don't we? I don't want to be passive about what I want to decide later in the future. Thus, more decisions will have to be made. Got back in touch with more friends lately. Happy :-) No matter what you, my friend, is going through in life, I hope you be strong, because one day when you look back this period of time in life, you will see, it's going to be worth it. Be strong, and never give up. Lastly, keep adding oil~ One last stratigraphy exam this coming Monday! Brought scarfs for my parents, can't wait to be home for thanksgiving. I shouldn't think too much or pay too much attention on how I feel about things. Just try my best to do good in things. November 18 Shooting star 12:33am Nov. 18, 2009Got up at 3:30am in order to wait for the meteor shower Waited at Tabler grass ground until 4:30am Took my petro exam at 8:20am Finished today's classes at 5:10pm Had piano lesson 6:15pm-8:20pm Stratigraphy lab 9pm-12:10am On my way back to my dorm near SAC Big shooting star fell right in front of me Gasped and covered my mouth with my hands Shouted out my wish within one second Wish i'd make this blog more romantic and beautiful and ... etc. But i need to get on my bed now right away seriously.. So happy :-) so silly I was once extremely afraid that i would miss the chance of seeing the star. Tonight the second i saw the stars dispersed in the sky, i felt so strong that it would be coming. November 15 选择雨夜散步 one cup of cookie dough frosty, two baked potatoes with sour cream for me and my roommate 室友的话让我醒悟, 也让人想通许多 没有必要为了身边的事继续伤怀 近朱者赤 原来人生是由那么多无数个选择而拼凑成的 期待冬季 November 13 Bossa nova and new pink candy mugLove how it feels reflecting on things and listening to bossa nova. Another week has passed. Got back in touch with some friends after long time lost in contact. The conversations with them raised my awareness on issues I never paid attention to. Incidents happened to friends -things could really be worse for myself, thus be grateful. In addition to others' experiences, I had an unpleasant experience in my field geology class on Thursday when we went out well drilling on a rainy cold windy day. I was crazy for not wanting to bring an umbrella. Thanks to my classmate who ran back to office to get her umbrella for me in the last minute. But still, I ended up being the only one not able to stay out in the rain for long (then, imagine if I really went crazy and ended up not having an umbrella). My TA gave me the key to her car, and I stayed in her car for the last 20mins of the class. It wasn't really the psychological issue that I had to cope with. It was something physical that there was no way for me to bear. The whole experience forced me to have to re-consider many things. But I remember what I said to my roommate, I am not sad or upset about the whole experience, it is just that suddenly I realize I have to take more things into consideration. So I also wondered, how long does the passion last when it faces the test from reality? Registered for Spring 2010 classes. Things have been working out. Wouldn't worry too much. One day though, I will be tired about trying too many different things. Do not ever expect that passion would change your life -what's really good is if it works backwards. Watched some silly inspiring movies for little girls. It is sweet. November 11 Auld lang syne
November 08 进行中"成外是教改的典型个案, 暴露的问题很具有代表性. 本地媒体的沉默本身就意味着这个问题的分量! 个别小媒体的污蔑, 证明着金钱的魔力!" 在一个特定的环境, 特殊的时刻, 大家为争取自己应有的保障面临权势政策变得如此艰难. 不仅如此, 尊敬的老师们还遭到上面敷衍, 受到权势代表的人格侮辱与恐吓. 见视频内所谓的工作派遣人员给出的5分钟演讲报告, 没有给予大家任何的交代, 感受到现场, 深感无助. 顶头上的委员只对事没有对人进行研究问题(没有解决, 也看不出想要解决问题). 所谓的小组问题解决沟通, 谁不知是无一实际解决效用而又一敷衍缓和的伎俩. 看到熟悉的身影, 知道以前的老师们就在这人群行列中, 不禁心酸. 老师们起早贪黑, 为了自己的学生. 以前我们抱怨学习太辛苦, 休息时间太短, 学习太久, 可从来没有人想到老师比我们远要更辛苦. 呕心沥血, 有老师几年后看到瘦了一圈. 有年轻老师忙得没有时间经营自己的个人感情. 夏老当年就瘦小感觉弱不经风, 阅犹如眼见夏老抹忧郁与憔悴. B班谢老掩面出场. 李玉春, 物理刘老. 7年后, 他们往年所教学生遍及世界各地, 而老师们自己依然在学校辛勤培养更多的学生. 多么伟大的献身贡献精神. 不能理解老师们提出最理所当然的要求会遭到如此回绝与打击. 看到一些同学网上写的现场情况, 更让人沮丧痛心. 不知道现在情况怎么样. 大势在进行之中. 希望大家坚持, 我相信这一次的事件不会没有它的价值与意义. 值得大家重视. 任何一次改革都要有莫大行动与代价. 痛心, 也许也应该欣慰, 母校带领着大家将带来意识改变, 对抗权势, 争取自己利益保障. 学子默默在海的另外一边送上祝福. 成外的大家庭一定要在关键的时候尽自己一点力给母校的园丁支持! 关注成外 21世纪的头十年, 整个世界每一个角落都进行着变革. 前方等待我们的是什么? November 03 重生 与 自由最近心怡, 也总免不了为一些事伤神.
但也已经很好很好.
对事还是过于认真.
很倔强, 很多事情证实了勇气.
结果其实不那么重要.
但是感恩这再一次的机会, 一种莫名的力量支称着我.
喜欢十, 十一月的天空.
"昨夜星光灿烂, 内心的绽放不为别人." |
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