为什么有认识后做的事是在这里写blog而不是行动?

要做的事情还有很多.

要好好思考的事情还有很多.

Feeling a lot better today, after having a 5-hour conversation with L, though i missed my Chemistry online quiz. But i think one thing i've learned as i go on is to laugh it over. Comparing to some other things, something is less important, some thing is more worth of my attention. Anyway.

 

As usual, me and L went to practice room together after dinner. I realized another big progress in her techniques on piano. Afterwards, we started to compose music, the great contemporary piece. The notion came from the Emerson String Quartet concert i went to last night. I was telling her how good the concert was; how impressed i was each time seeing David F. perform; how proud i felt seeing Bright Sheng going on stage, as a Chinese... those made L all jealous. I think if she went she probabbly would have had better viewing and understanding on that contemporary piece. So we started to compose along with image descriptions. The randomness of mine, which i thought was spontaneous, was considered as some amazing thought by her; some random playing of hers after our interactive discussion and live imagination, was considered as contemporary by me. A lot of fun, a lot of laughters. As things went on, we started to chat near the grand piano. We tried to recall how we met when we were both freshman. It is weird how things turned to the way it is today. Seemed random, unplanned, but related, as if fate. Our convo lasted for so long that we cannot recall how those 5 hours just passed over like that.

 

Lately i have been disappointed by some people. It does piss me after i realize someone that catches much of my attention has such a different life value. It also disappoints me that, some thing just exploded like that, so sudden, so unpredictible, makes me feel so insecure after all. I am no longer shocked. I can no longer be shocked.

 

Although bad thing has gone back to normal, it's not that everything stays the same. No way that i can look at it in the same way i did before. But still with a hope that something maintains.

 

Other than that, the other things are going pretty good. I'm happy with my job and the people i work with, especially my boss. She is just too good to me. In addition, i'm happy because of all my friends. There shouldn't be any judgement in friendship, if so, the person does not deserve true friendship, period.

 

Hope i get a good night sleep tonight. I'll spend the weekend reviewing for 5 exams that are to come this coming week.