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January 22 White piano and old portrait paintingIn the lower level of platform hall within marble house, vivid images of herself ran into flying, a few feet from below the floor, body tense and straightened tight, breath held up to the throat.
A spacious platform hall, theme of velvet white, she heard men's talking, arguing following up vaguely from the near side, getting clearer as she flew close up. And a white piano, as she realized while hearing the melody altogether with men's vague talking, she landed facing the piano. Still a good distance away. Someone'd already taken it. Someone she couldn't see but felt the presence, presence of the hall taken apart by men who weren't there for what they should had been there for, she thought.
She decided to give it a try. As she walked closer, voices faded away. Freeze she could feel in her bare feet caught her attention, she looked into the floor, into herself suddenly as if been dragged into a seemingly different world, the hall upside down in another world, where nothing could be heard.
Nothing close to what she wanted. Eyes closed, back to the former place. She wondered whether this place was turned into a different one along with the other she had just been to. All men had disappeared. Hall vacuous and quiet. She recognized the paniting up above the fireplace, behind several lightened candles: surrounding the desk that was same as the one not far beside her in the hall, seven men gathered together, with gestures holding high, two were pointing at each other, looked like they were arguing about something intensely. No movement, or sounding. They had chosen to transform into another painting of theirs somewhere in this world, or into the painting in the upside-down world she had just been to, maybe she thought.
She wondered for a while, wandered around the place. The piano, she had longed for so long. Now she could have it. But she was afraid what she was about to play might wake something up.
[dream] January 15 金婚与题目无关.
回家的路上突然很想把<金婚>介绍给所有的人. 感叹, 像这样的感情在我们这一代还能找到吗?
看了金婚, 更想念我外婆一家. 07的暑假应该永远不会忘吧. 怀念旧时!!
12/22放的假, 已经过了一大半了. 08年的1/28开学! 还是很期待的, 期待见朋友, 当然还有所有的在学校的我的钢琴们. 还有充实的学期.
还有10多天放假就结束了, 就是第一个星期几乎彻底与外界隔离, 过后都过得挺充实, 放松.
假期中完成了些在学校里都无法完成的事情.
去了华尔街训练, 到了60楼, 目睹直升机就在自己脚下行行飞过的景象. 只是对来应征的公司小有失望. 确定了哪些是自己不喜欢的东西, 很难用毕生去做的一些事情. 但是也认识到, 即使是不喜欢的事情, 也还是有可能会去做;
去了法庭, 差点进入陪审席, 不过还是为将来的8年做出小小贡献;
见了些朋友, 也回避见了些朋友. 友情还是要经受考验的, 时间是当中之一. 当然重要的不止这;
去了医院. 除了因为在manhattan距离远, 地铁需要转三次外, 因为是好医院所以没有怨言. 看见很多大医院里的中国医生觉得很欣慰. 让我想到了大学的一些朋友. 一定要为了理想继续加油啊;
假期间也买了很多东西, 算是成就之一吧. 总觉得上了大学被困在岛上这么久没有怎么为自己添加新东西. 在manhattan买了还不够, 还去了NJ. paper $... 这时不得不忽略它的小小价值= =. 不得不停止盲目理想化;
奇迹, 假期我开始学做饭了. 兴趣还不是很大. 天知道为什么突然想要知道怎么做;
闲余间在pplive看了很多有意义的连续剧. 剧本不错. 再多拍点<血色浪漫>, <金婚>这种让人追忆过去的片子, 不介意;
晚上有时看看书, 不知道harry potter在国内有没有了中文翻译好了的版本了. 在这里佩服一下能几天内看几本书的人们.
最后假期结束前要做的事, 就是试着申请夏天的intern. 我更希望intern是被安排在中国的.
上天会让我暑假回到中国吗? 我的枕头四!!!
08年的奥运会是中国人的骄傲. 中国健儿们加油!!
Grace会在不久来美国. 期待见面!
希望一切就这么正轨进行着吧.
进行时. January 01 though -08...... weaker than the bump of a door, shorter than the exchange of day from 07 to 08, lighter than the snow flake...
It is so sunny out, pristine and fresh.
Fireflies that only certain people are able to see.
Most of the time I realize it is Ian who kept Melody in the shadow.
Life is too short to let them make it more miserable.
Appreciate whatever that is still there, and more.
We never know how good things can be, and yet, how bad things can be as well.
Those who are determined to go will eventually leave my world.
Sooner or later. leaving with a space, still, in my heart.
All I want is to stay with my people, hearts close and warm together.
And, an eternal moment I have longed for so long.
Be more hopeful, optimistic, faithful no matter what happened.
In this new coming year, as changes take over, I shall be able to be stronger, more determined, stronger, more determined..
Best wishes to all,
Never forget,
God bless you* |
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